[he's glaring at it, expression twitching like he still might want to collapse into embarrassment, but it's balanced out by the venomous look he's giving himself, as if he were looking down on another person entirely]
If you can be so debilitated by seeing the truth of yourself, don't you think that's much more of a failure than having the desire in the first place? There's no problems with wanting something like that...
[he does think about that one for a bit. maybe all the paranoid doom prophesying about how it would give people power over me would only apply if I allowed it to debilitate me like that??]
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thinkoutsidethebox) wrote2014-08-11 09:45 pm
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neither of those are good answers. it's not supposed to be so difficult to figure out how to get it together!!]
...Setting it aside for the moment seems to be the best idea...
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[time would just be NICE.]
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[ffffffffff!!]
What do you want me to do?
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but stands up to look at it again because what else is a guy gonna do. though he's stiff, crossing his arms tightly]
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So am I supposed to be happy about that?
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[spitting it out. THAT IS THE BEST I CAN DO REALLY.]
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[he does think about that one for a bit. maybe all the paranoid doom prophesying about how it would give people power over me would only apply if I allowed it to debilitate me like that??]
Perhaps...
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Though perhaps it's also too early to tell.
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Well, you'd undoubtedly be obnoxious about it...
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